In 2021, I want to feel comfortable "being myself" in various contexts. What this looks like to me is sort of a "fuck it" topper on communication that I sometimes have (I've found life with other humans can be better if I launch myself with -vvv).

I feel in 2020 I revamped my site enough to have a firehouse output there, so now I think I will share more there.

It's fun to be a little superstitious -- in 2021 I turn the same age as the luckiest of my lucky numbers. The superstition is that thus this year will be a "golden year" -- I just have to take my time an visualize what that means, to me, and not escape (read: distract/steal my own time). Again in 2020 I feel I've been setting up an OK base for a feedback loop on these sorts of things, between stuff like anki and a variety of tooling built on top of org mode in emacs.

There is always a balance, of course.

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I spent some time after writing the above trying to come up with a more specific list of things I want to do, because the above is fairly washy (I've also decided to leave some tech goals out of this list).

- I will reach 170lbs again (my journey is 230 -> 170 -> ~190, over 4 years or so)
- I will finish reading the books I carry around on my desk
- I will create a recipe interface from an archive of my mom's old cookbook stuff
- I will create at least one song

Lot's of interesting notes and aspirations in this thread. May the start of the new decade be charmed for us all.